May2
Some people says i changed, and i spoke to them yea maybe. Tonight i sitted down and look back into my entire life…especially the beginning of my college life till today where i basically unofficially finished my college life. It motivated me alot, these days, months, im slacking at home while surfing on forums, play with facebook quiz and applications, farmtown, restaurent city, ffs, texas poker, iq test etc, as well as dota out of the often.
Its sort of no-life im having, i have some game setups or installed but i dint play it. i dont know why, everything become meaningless to me. Thus i look back what i did in the past, usually i chitchat with lotsa people, invite or be invite to play some dota game, hang out with college-mate, download and watch some illegal movie or show. At least i had some smiles on my face or bullshit around to fool/joke with people whether offending or not. Now, i dont chat with people, i dont hang out often, i don play dota serious, i dont download movie nor mp3.
Back to couples of weeks, my sis told me that i dont really smile. She says “you know ? when you are small, you always smile and definately u looks more handsome…Now you dont!”……i dont know why, im just being so cool. Well, there is a moment in my life, i think probably form5 ?? im thinking what should i be. Being COOL or a Joker, perhaps i did both. I dont know, i personally enjoy being cool, it was also good to keep one low. However, there are some friends told me not to abandon my great sense of humor, yea in some extend, i was uncontrollable to be funny.
Back to now, im thinking all these. Definately wave werent push without wind, that “incident” is following me for my life. There is no right and fault. I seems to understand this, things happen eventually, this is what life means, you couldnt control. This is what so uniquely about life. For example, everyone are now concerning Global Warming (ya you think it when the weather is pretty hot), so do everyone know Thomas Edison(爱迪生), yah he invented electric light bulb. So was he right or wrong for creating light bulb that are now causing global warming(one of it, i know there are alot more issues on global warming). When you need a light, you appreciate Thomas Edison for created light bulb, where everyone benefit from it. Now comes to the end of the world, Thomas Edison was the cause for global warming. Without light bulb, people will not have their light turn on 24 hours. Follow the nature of life, you sleep at night, well since he invented light bulb, everyone can do lots of things in the night, arent this against the nature ??
So, to argue its not to argue. This is the life, you feel it, you live it, you end it. So tell me whats about life?
Q: Life is about to live happily.
A: Well, why do you cry?
Q: Life is miserable.
A: Well, why do you live it?
Q: Life is unpredictable.
A: Well, why do you plan it?
So…the last question..
Q: Life have no answer.
A: Well, it has a question